All of you.
Sunday, when I wrote the last post, I was in a dark place. But you already know that.
Monday, I finally admitted that a huge part of the cloud was the headache I had been ignoring for the best part of three weeks.
Oh it came and went, I would pop a couple of pain pills, use a nasal spray and just deny that it was there.
It was…inconvenient to admit that my old adversary, the sinus infection, was lurking and so I ignored and carried on.
I am in the process of competing for a new position in the office, permanent full-time work instead of the part-time I currently do.
The Boss had been away on leave, with a wonderful woman filling in, who promptly took to sorting and reorganizing things.
There have also been some administrative changes, minor but still mildly stressful.
Big C is still job hunting, MJ has exams.
We had a house guest,
Late nights, early mornings, little disappointments…the list of stresses goes on.
There have been a pile of good things too. My exhibition came to an end, one painting sold. The holiday draws closer and the winter solstice has come and gone and hopefully as the days get longer, they will also get warmer.
So as you can see, there are possibly a few excuses as to why I went a little crazy for a few days as this infection took hold and turned my brain into mush.
And now I am writing this from the warmth of my bed. My doctor has prescribed some heavy-duty antibiotics, and three days of bed rest.
Day 2 and I am stuck watching “Sabrina the Teenage Witch”.
I am not a good patient.
But stopping and resting makes good thinking time.
And all your lovely words have brightened a miserable few days.
I have no idea in what direction this blog is going. I am not ready to give it up yet, so if you all don’t mind intermittent posting, I will continue to bring you my art and random musings.
And my holiday adventures.
So thank you all once again.
You are all amazing